AGGGHHHH!

I am so freakin' frustrated! I feel very apathetic; I just don't care. I don't care if I diet; don't care if I exercise; don't care if all I do is sit and eat ALL DAY.

But I don't know how to get out of this funk. Last week, I was frustrated with myself for failing to stick to my plan. I still am, but don't know what to do. I tell myself every morning that I'm going to get back to it today, but then I'll have a moment of 'there's nothing to eat here' and it's off to the sweets or cereal for me. In the past, that hasn't been too much of a problem if I ate something non-LC once a day, but it has turned into several times a day or all day, and there's the problem.

J told me he's going back to low-fat, high fiber. For some reason that makes me feel like a failure too. I feel like I haven't supported him enough and he's given up on it. I really don't care what he does, he has done really well on Weight Watchers in the past, but I feel like I have to do what he's doing and I don't like WW. (Nothing wrong with the plan in general, just not for me.)

I'm also blaming TOM for the way I feel, because you know it's what's wrong with the world, right?

Anyway, maybe this ranting will make me feel a little better and I can move on with my day.